January 2010
38 posts
It may not be possible, but sometimes I wish I...
( but not one of the ones that end in heart break )
us remains impossible
why is it so hard? it’s like no matter what, i always want to see you and be around you, but why?? maybe because we dated for so long, it’s just hard not to imagine you in my life in some way. but we are horrible together; and we’re realizing we can’t even handle being friends. i told you two pieces of news today; news i was really excited for, and news that is pretty...
“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you...”
– Pablo Neruda
“Still, one got over things. Still, life had a way of adding day to day.”
– Virginia Woolf
“The eyes of others our prisons; their thoughts our cages.”
– Virginia Woolf
“For most of history, Anonymous was a woman.”
– Virginia Woolf
I wanna dance on your body
Hey pretty lady it’s crazy You’re almost twice my age I wanna dance on your body The way I shake it on stage Hey pretty lady it’s crazy You’re almost twice my age I wanna dance on your body The way I shake it on stage Hey pretty lady it’s crazy You’re almost twice my age I wanna dance on your body The way I shake it on stage Hey pretty lady it’s crazy...
“Joel: I could die right now, Clem. I’m just… happy. I’ve never...”
– Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
“Joel: I can’t see anything that I don’t like about you.
Clementine:...”
– Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, last lines
Acting Like Animals --Cute Pictures →
Photo Bomb Website --Funny Pictures →
“She lacks confidence, she craves admiration insatiably. She lives on the...”
– Anais Nin
feelings
It’s hard to believe how thoughts and emotions we felt in one instance of time can be so wrong, so insignificant a short amount of time later. So wrong.
be strong
life is war. all we can do is fight to survive. the goal is to survive.
i have no intention of giving up this fight called life.
just survive.
one day at a time, making it through one day at a time. that’s how months pass, years pass, one day at a time, one minute at a time, one second at a time.
so just try, try to survive each second, each minute, each hour, each day. try to be smart,...
Sign 10
He cancels plans at the last minute or just doesn’t show up. He made plans with you but then something “better” came along. He met a new woman that day, one of his buddies called or he decided that he’d rather stay home. Either way he’s saying that you’re not that important to him.
“Love left us all behind and kept it’s greedy hand in play”
– ?? Unknown
simplicity
life used to be so simple. of course, i never thought that. but it’s obvious now. sure, me and him always fought, i would’ve given anything for a new group of friends in high school, and sometimes i felt so out of place. but it was still simple. now life doesn’t feel so simple anymore. it feels like there are a lot of difficult choices, things to balance, and figuring out people...
there's a difference between being single and...
so i finally feel sure about what i want to do in life, in terms of a career. it’s something i wanted to do a long time ago, but then decided not to. do i regret these four years i’m spending on my management degree? no, no i do not. because i wasn’t invested in this idea before, i wasn’t ready. but i am now, i am up for the challenge and the hard work that lies ahead. i am...
“It’ll destroy you if you try to make it mean anything to anyone but...”
– Henry Rollins
“Courage doesn’t always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the...”
– Mary Anne Radmacher
“At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be...”
– Meredith Grey (Grey’s Anatomy)
“When someone has been mean to you, why would you want to be good to them? You...”
– Jeanne DuPrau
“You’ve a good heart. Sometimes that’s enough to see you safe...”
– Neil Gaiman
"Waste of Paint" by Bright Eyes
I have a friend, he’s mostly made of pain. He wakes up, drives to work, and then straight back home again. He once cut one of my nightmares out of paper. I thought it was beautiful, I put it on a record cover. And I tried to tell him he had a sense of color and composition so magnificent. And he said “Thank you, please but your flattery is truly not becoming me. Your eyes are poor. You...
Love
Love
Because of you, in gardens of blossoming flowers I ache from the perfumes of spring. I have forgotten your face, I no longer remember your hands; how did your lips feel on mine? Because of you, I love the white statues drowsing in the parks, the white statues that have neither voice nor sight. I have forgotten your voice, your happy voice; I have forgotten your eyes. Like a...
Just not interested.
It’s weird, I’ve been single for quite a few months, yet part of me thinks I am just not really interested in having a boyfriend at the moment. I’ve (surprisingly to me) actually had quite a few guys who have shown interest in going out with me, and some of them seem genuinely nice, nothing’s wrong with them. Yet, I just don’t care for the most part. I feel pressured...